Jef, Jef , Jef all the way

Jefferson Teoh or Teoh Chin Siew, a sytlish handsome looking young working adult which is always looking for a tall like model type girl to be his other half have finally make a statement that he will resign from the edge. After months of below the tunnel, my dear friend Jefferson Teoh, is ready to go. Although this few months he been in a up and down situation, and I understood that is rather hard for him but probally he have learn something here. As what I can see March is a changing point as indicate by him, can it be casie lok that make his life change? I think I will miss him for being "Mr Coke Man" as he always supply me with coke. Although sometimes I feel frus about it, but to be real, is good to have someone to buy you a can of coke while you killing yourself with a piece of cover story layout. Infact he is a nice guy but a little exicted when you dicuss some XXX stories with him, but he not like a sex maniac but indeed a nice friend to be with, more better if you are a female with a pretty looking face. (Just Joking) . As time make right decision for him. And last but not least please , please if you getting marry with Mrs Teoh do invite us. okay.....Take Care

For Jefferson Teoh Chin Siew

Marry go round and round,

Lots of colour flashing by,

some light, some dark,

Life is fill with up and down,

but most important is that you enjoy the ride....

Take 2 for christ

Yesterday I been asked if I will consider about going back to Christ cradle arm. My replay was direct "I dunno but I am happy what I have now" in fact that night I was trigger with lots of questions and doubts. As the sun rises, while I was doing my prayer and meditation my focus was basically about Guru Devotion and rinpoche. The question which I want to clarify was all about why did I answer "I dunno but I am happy what I have now", is it because I have doubts with my ability to carry on the search for enlightenment or my doubts for rinpoche still arose. But at the very end of Ganden Lhagyama I went deep into the flow of the Gelugpa Linege tree as where Lama Tsongkhapa reside in the center and all dissolve into Lama Tsongkhapa is hard to explain it unless you experience it, but my main point is that everything in this world comes from somewhere and yet we choose to ignore it because we are a fear that it will trouble us in the present or future. But today I notice that the doubts within myself have arise quietly, sense of lazy, tired, unhappy, frus, and etc all this is the roots of my past Karma that eventually have make what I am today. In fact the doubts I have are now dissolve into a solutions that provide me with stronger faith in Rinpoche, and determination to live this life better and seek the middle path. At the end, my refuge will only be the three jewels.

Tenzin Dorsem =)

Dedication to H.E Tsem Tulku Rinpoche

With great respect to H.E Tsem Tulku Rinpoche,

This blog is dedicate to my dearest guru. This blog serve as a purpose to share with others on the how
H.E Tsem Tulku Rinpoche teaching have disolve into my daily life and how it affect me before and after.
It has been a great merit in the past, I been so luck to meet rinpoche. May rinpoche continue live long live.

LONG LIFE PRAYER to H.E TSEM TULKU RINPOCHE

Tsem Rinpoche Shabten Tseng-na-che Dentsik Trashi Bum-Der-Ma Shuksol
Gangshik Lega sangpou dulja-la, Drakpa namsum lungtok gelwey den, Zin-jing chok-gyer pela sopay kur, Palden Lama shabla sol-wa-deb
OM AH GURU KIRTI DAZA SHASEN-DARA KYANDI SIDDHI HUNG HUNG
Jamtze lasok yonten gyatso der, Thudop dorje darden kyibu kye, Zamling shidey kyitson dendro-thon, Gutsey denjing zetrin gye-gyur chik
Jetsun lama kutse rabten ching, Namkar trinley chokgyur gyepar dang, Lobsang denpey dromey sasum-gye, Droway munsel dabde nye-gyur-chik
REQUEST FOR LONG LIFE AND MANTRA OF VENERABLE TSEM RINPOCHE
BY POWER OF THE WORDS OF TRUTH REVEALING 100,000 TREASURES
Whomever of good karma and affinity who are the disciples, supporters and friends of the Four Drakpas incarnation and teachings, whom with patience hold the Buddhadharma ,This Incarnation with great responsibility spreads it into the one hundred directions. At your Exalted feet, O' Incarnation of Lama Tzongkapa's direct disciple (Venerable Tsem Rinpoche) I request and pray for your inspiration, blessing and attainments.

OM AH GURU KIRTI DAZA SHASEN-DARA KYANDI SIDDHI HUNG HUNG
The One with love, compassion and ocean-like knowledge revealing treasures,
who has diamond Indestructible vajra power, the one with power to Incarnate,
Please reveal the way of World Peace And the paths to Buddhahood.
Please remain with us long and may your activities grow and increase.
May my Venerable Guru's life be firm, His white divine actions spread in the ten directions,
And the torch of Losang Drakpa's teachings dispelling the
Three Worlds' beings darkness, always remain.